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Just when I think I've learned it all I see your face and down I fall I can't explain so let's pretend That I'm content being your friend If time is the ultimate healer I'm afraid that you have no cure Just distractions to keep me near And from running out the back door I can not forget the things you'd say Back when our story was clean Every time the feeling is the same When your name shows on my cell screen Just as I start to catch my breath You pull me on for one more death They say there's nothing like your first Even more so when you're their worst If time is nothing more Than a figment of our imagination I don't think it's strange That I can't seem to shake memories of you yet to come I can not forget the things you'd say Back when our story was clean Every time the feeling is the same When your name shows on my cell screen Waking from dreams I lose my place I was so sure that it was you I want to know if you could feel the same I already know it's not true