I'm Learning

I don't believe in love. I don't believe in happy endings- Not for the two of us. It ain't even worth the time I'm spending Writing you this song. The well's been poisoned all along, But I couldn't taste it, That's how my mama raised me. Found a place in my mind Where I could open up my eyes. It was safe to be blind, But now I can't believe the lies. Count the days, count the times, When I thought you were mine- Mine to hold and mine to heal. And it ain't fair and it ain't right, But it's no one's choice but mine. And this ain't workin, It's just hurting But I'm learning. How did it get this far? How could I not see this coming? Staring at the stars, Thunderstruck without a warning Shaking my to my bones, Fighting the monsters on my own. Take it like a lady, nobody's gonna save me That's how my daddy raised me. Count the days, count the times, When I thought you were mine- Mine to hold and mine to heal. And it ain't fair and it ain't right, But it's no one's choice but mine. And this ain't workin, It's just hurting Found a place in my mind Where I could open up my eyes. It was safe to be blind, But now I can't believe the lies. Count the days, count the times, When I thought you were mine- Mine to hold and mine to heal. And it ain't fair and it ain't right, But it's no one's choice but mine. And this ain't workin, It's just hurting But I'm learning.