Failure Girl (EDM Arrange)

See, I said that I'd fail again, so tell me the score, how many more 'til I give in? See the scars that are tearing apart my skin within, although I'm trying so hard See, I said I'm the dummy again, so looking away, getting better at pretend See, they lie all about me and I know nobody wanted me for all of my life! Bear your fangs now, hurting inside Bear the pain but starting to cry Barely breathing, begging to finally die Shouting, "I'm a loser, I'm a failure!" Shouting, "Anyone at all even want you here?" What if I did everything right? It won't matter, I fear I-I-I just wanted love, but now I have to lie! Maybe if I smiled more, they'd have to love me, right? See, I said, getting scratches again, so tell me the score, how many more 'til I give in? See the scars, bleeding out from my heart They never stop, although I'm trying so hard! See, I said that I'm quiet again, so hiding it well, like nothing had happened See, they lie all about me and I know I'll bear the pain, take a beating, it's all fine Gasping for air and sway side to side Feeling so useless, blurring my mind I couldn't breathe, there's nothing inside this time Shouting, "I'm a loser, I'm a failure!" Shouting, "Anyone at all even want you here?" What if I did everything right? It won't matter, I fear Still I wonder, why was I born and why am I alive? Maybe if I smiled well, they'd have to love me, right? (Right?) God in Heaven, if I were reborn someday and if there's another life ahead Can I be the girl that's loved? That's all that I wanted! Crying out until I hear my heart sing me to bed! Surely, by the morning I can smile once again! To my failure of a life Goodnight, this is the end!