Cyclical

Isolation is my home

Hide away, can you feel the comfortability of it all?

Only here, can I feel the music

Never letting others in

Only hoping to find some honesty in isolation

Have I found what I'm looking for inside?

Am I selfish and afraid?

The air is getting close

Losing faith in the way I've taken

At least it's still my own

My will is wavering

I'm talking to myself

All this time under house arrest

Can't be good for my mental health

Could really use a friend

Stagnation

The screams come through the walls

I'm losing the day

I'm aging

As my momentum stalls

I'm wasting away

Lost patience

With less than perfect all

My thoughts sound the same

Tail chasing

This feels so cyclical

My head's in the way

Feel the pieces fall in place

Aches and pains, clouded eyes and mind

Are banished as the cycle breaks

It and I shift back to alignment

Feel my limbs becoming light

All alone, but the air is vibrant

Humming with ecstatic life

Forget the fears that I'd never find the way

Now it's clear and open, I

Just can't contain my joy!

Overflow, 'cause I'm hearing music

Where before was only noise!

My heart is hammering

I'm dancing with myself

Lose control as I gain momentum

Fear is fading, solace swells

This feels like everything

I wish I could live that ecstasy again

Harsh light in retrospect

Everything seems changed

I wish I could live that ecstasy again