Last Night in Windham

It's your last night in Windham And it all comes to a head You're leaving here for good this time Don't got much to show for it Your card got declined at the bar Some last call as you take off You're out of pills when you finally make it home Tonight you'll have to sweat it out What a life trying to outrun the sun Might be time to meet The man you haven't become It's your last night in Windham Funny how you started off at church They say only God can judge you But hell you wish everybody else could Cuz you got the world thinking you're a white knight Been given it all to follow the ranks But slowly your friends been giving up on you When you're only shooting blanks What a life trying to outrun the sun Might be time to meet The man you haven't become It's your last night in Windham And nobody came to see the show You're only getting older And playing for tips doesn't help you grow Your pride won't let you ask for help So smile at the girl outside Give her what she wants You'll both put off loneliness for a night What a life trying to outrun the sun Might be time to meet The man you haven't become Mama I'm leaving Windham I know you wish I'd stick it out I've taken too many kicks to the stomach Too many dark clouds over this town What I'm doing hasn't been working But I can't get myself to change You told me I'm not cursed I'm blessed Well I can't quite believe in that What a life trying to outrun the sun Think it's time I meet The man I haven't become