Shame On Me

Yeah You gave me one chance to make it right, I made it worse (yeah) Still forgave me, Rollie on your wrist, I made it work 'Member when I was hidin' out, you had to pray in church We had a madness broad day and let that hitty burst You could probably write a book about me if you're well-observed Lobster in the-, I just turn up, table reserved Louis bags, gold zips to make my lady smile But we could 'ttempt to cover up the shit I gave you Wild nights, sleepless nights 'cause I was fuckin' 'round (yeah) We're really on these streets, gettin' every fuckin' pound (pound) Send five hoes to the nail tech and I pick the colours Gotta watch 'em take a Plan B in front of me, I don't hit with rubbers (yeah) I love my team, I couldn't pick my brothers We stick together 'cause we pray salah together Bow down to Allah together Ramadan comes, we fast together Break and eat and laugh together So, sometimes I feel like I don't wanna live but can't kill myself (ah-ah) If you been through what I been through, you'd never feel yourself (ah) I'm tryna take some Percs and lean so I can't feel myself Nigga like me been so high that I can't feel myself Mentally unstable criminal, I ain't no role model I'm reachin' for my cup, I'm half asleep, I can't see no bottle Probably got more machines than they got in the police station I got a burner in her crib and she a famous well-known model (ah) I'm in a Bentley Bentayga, 25 on me I'm doin' tweets, I'm doin' lives, can't keep their eyes off me They all deceitful, all despise, want the demise of me Two bustdowns and both have got the wrong time on 'em Uh-uh, Lord, forgive me when I lie and doin' sins, I really came up from the mud (mud) And I really can't communicate with anyone so I be on some drugs (drugs) And I told my counsellor "Just be patient 'cause I just seen so many stuff" And I'm a fucked up person, even violate the woman that I love Uh, said shame on me (shame) Yeah, shame on me Pour another straight one All I see is fake love Things that I'm ashamed of Drug addicts, drug habits Xanny on my dresser, I'ma take one, take one My hitter got those bullets, he might spray one, spray some Rich habits, codeine 'side my cup inside this restaurant Trap addict, had a whole brick and now the cake's gone My worker fell asleep, I had to tell him "Wake up" My other worker only do the re's, he worked his way up Painkillers 'cause my problems, they ain't justified My heart broke, I need a fix, I won't let you decide I feel the pain, I could never let them do it twice The watch is plain but she's sayin' that it's really nice Uh-uh, Lord, forgive me when I lie and doin' sins, I really came up from the mud (mud) And I really can't communicate with anyone so I be on some drugs (drugs) And I told my counsellor, "Just be patient 'cause I just seen so many stuff" And I'm a fucked up person, even violate the woman that I love Uh, said shame on me (shame) Shame on me