Honeydew

Hey, old girl It's been a long, long time And I don't know What's been on In your mind But I feel traces In the air And you might feel them too Or you might not care I still see you In cracks in the pavement In the trails of the clouds I don't forget to trace it If I'm just nothing But a phantom of hurt Breaking silence Well, I Hope I'm not the first Oh, Weigh me down Your weight still holds And it's not the last time Or the first Oh, crush me now Still so bold Like an old friend A misdirected curse Oh, that night Still as fresh as Honeydew Hey, old girl I know your dad's been gone Like a stranger from some days I haven't forgot At least I tried to Maybe I'm used to it And I fear I've gotten colder If I'm not With only memory From a kid who paid no mind Time forgets what I can't leave behind Oh, Weigh me down Your weight still holds And it's not the last time Or the first Oh, crush me now Still so bold Like an old friend A misdirected curse Oh, that night Still as fresh as Honeydew You set yourself in Like a coffee stain I can't get out The hair in my throat The rock in my shoe The pain in my chest The permanent flu Salvation What does it look like? Temptation The urge to move In spite of The need to get out Of my way This life Just like one long Twisting of a knife In my tired lungs Running in circles The farther I go The closer I get Back to you Oh, Weigh me down Your weight still holds And it's not the last time Or the first Oh, crush me now Still so bold Like an old friend A misdirected curse Oh, that night Still as fresh as Honeydew