Anxiety Attackz

Can't control my thoughts Feeling stuck I'm in a box Can't feel my body I been staring at the clock Tripping by myself I can barely walk Puking up my soul I can barely talk Anxiety attacks I been feeling so trapped Feeling so numb Feeling so numb Been through so much even though I'm so young I don't really wanna be here that's why I get drunk But then i get so depressed and I get so stressed Then I can't feel my chest Maybe this my last breath Visualizing my death When I'm tryna be in bed right next to you But I'm paralyzed I can't move Why is life so cruel Drowning no pool I can't take this abuse Crying in the afternoon Got to high no balloon I just need a parachute Feeling so worthless it's always out of the blue Feeling like I'm boutta die what do I do All these voices in my head messing with my attitude I just really get confused I barely get amused Lost in my head but I'm tryna get through A couple screws got loose when I met you Without you I puke Wish my heart was bulletproof Bleeding out until I'm dying on a roof Bleeding out until I'm dying on a roof People always assume that I'm okay When I'm feeling so grey I don't know what to say All these thoughts they weigh on my brain I'm always so cold like there's ice in my veins Put the pain in these chains. Mind swerving like a hurricane I can't breath My Lungs on novacane Lost in my mind it's getting insane Lost in my mind it's getting insane I really try but I can't explain At a loss for words I can't say anything I can't say anything Dying slowly every second Feeling disconnected