Jaded

Have you forgotten that I balance a fragile state of mind Waiting every second for the moment that I'll die I gave you my life, pushed to the very end Just for a broken image inside of my head Now that I look back I can see you were a cheap trick looking for a quick fix Your only purpose now is making me sick Your only purpose now is making me sick You walk around with your head held high While I'm sitting here with my knuckles bared white This is my life, this is my strife And now I know everything you said was just a lie I don't I don't need your fucking bullshit Get the fuck out I won't I won't take your worthless bull shit So get out, stay out My hate for what you've done is making me blind You ruined everything You've fucked with my head for the last time You've fucked with my head for the last time It doesn't matter what you think of me Cause I'm so sick of your shit and it's just like you to quit It doesn't matter what you think of me Now that I look back I can see you were a cheap trick looking for a quick fix Your only purpose now is making me sick Your only purpose now is making me sick You walk around with your head held high While I'm sitting here with my knuckles bared white This is my life, this is my strife And now I know everything you said was just a lie You left me high and dry And now that time is passing by and by While I'm waiting for the moment that I'll die Nothing will ever be the same again And now I realize that This is the end of everything This is the end of everything This is the end of everything I thought I knew Don't say my name for believing in you. I see you now for the waste that you really are All I have left of you is just this fucking scar I don't I don't need your fucking bull shit