Through my eyes

I'm sorry I did it all wrong, yeah Maybe it's me all along, yeah I am too angry and I am too scared I'm sorry for so much that I am Sorry for so much that I'm not, yeah If i am too slow for you If i am too fast Please don't ask me who I am To squeeze me into who I'm not, yeah I know you're scared and hurt But you can't just throw this all at me I promise you I won't hurt you Will not take anything from you Wish you well, really well Just thought maybe we could be friends Hell I'm scared, really scared To be alone, to be on my own But I won't blame me on you So thank you good day and farewell I see the pointlessness at start Still find reason to go on and That's what is wrong with me That's why I fight I know you've been there through it all I know you've already seen the world and All I am going through But are you sure? If you want to lead me into your light You'll have to wait until I'm blind 'Cause I am trying to Stare directly into the sun Have you seen you through me? Through my eyes, beyond your sight Over lies and into fear What if your problem is yourself Be my guest, yeah come right in Take a ride through my mind And if you dare look me in the eye You'll see I've got nothing to hide I'm not happy enough I'm not hungry enough I am not here enough or there enough I'm sorry I did it all wrong, yeah Maybe it's me all along, yeah I don't know left from right I don't know why Please don't ask me who I am I am so much of who you're not, yeah I just don't understand Why are you scared of me? I promise you I won't hurt you I will not take anything from you I open doors open hands Just to see what isn't there And I am scared that nothing's real That in the end nothing is there But I will go, I have to go I have to see it through my eyes