Glass Walls

Even when it feels so lonely Far from anybody who cares you know me I thought it'd be the end of my life You was there no one else in sight Even when it feels so lonely Far from anybody who cares you know me All I got is do is look up yeah All I got is do is look up now When words seem meaningless and ignorance is bliss Watch my happiness leave quick a flick of the wrist My scars were hidden till I carved them out Monuments of my pain when I want to checkout See i don't know of I don't know of Someone I can trust in who wouldn't blow up Listen to my words instead of hate they only show love Consistent in my life cuz they would always show up I feel so lonely This is what you don't see I feel so lonely This is what you don't see Even when it feels so lonely Far from anybody who cares you know me I thought it'd be the end of my life You was there no one else in sight Even when it feels so lonely Far from anybody who cares you know me All I got is do is look up yeah All I got is do is look up now In the church is where I grew up I learned to say amen, sing, praise hallelujah I learned to say the right words but never even knew of The Savior of my soul cuz I felt like a screw up (man) Hopeless that's the way I feel When I'm down on myself And my past reveals Every time I said I'd change but I'm back in my sin When just getting out of bed for me counts as a win I feel so lonely This is what you don't see I feel so lonely This is what you don't see Even when it feels so lonely Far from anybody who cares you know me I thought it'd be the end of my life You was there no one else in sight Even when it feels so lonely Far from anybody who cares you know me All I got is do is look up yeah All I got is do is look up now Darkness filled this empty wilderness And took control of my life till I learned to submit So much easier than fighting What I say to myself Till I learned that giving up was a sign of my health Pride was in the way when I thought to get help What they have to offer me I only trust myself They could see right through these glass walls that I built Watch it all fall down when I knelt You meet me in the midst of the why I know I ain't alone when I face this fight You deal with every pain that's inside Gave me a reason to love my life You meet me in the midst of the why I know I ain't alone when I face this fight You deal with every pain that's inside Gave me a reason to love my life