You’re my role model I wanna be like you

I wanna drink I wanna smoke and get high like you

I wanna stay out late and play wit them freaks like you

Every other weekend copying jays like you

Look from my prospective money cars and woman you was well respected

I thought we seen it all but we was disconnected

From the other side kids all traumatized

Being trap in the system and feeling minimized

Being inspired admired the cash that you get

Mr softy spin the block you pull a stack from the kids

Watching you go from doing it big to doing them bids

Smoking mirrors and them clouds getting thick

As time went on life is a bitch and then reality hits

Drinking liquor hand rolling a spliff

I’m turning into no did I becoming someone you no longer recognize you was like a super hero in my eyes

You my role model I wanna be like you

I wanna drank I wanna smoke and get high like you

You my role model do the things you do

I wanna stay out late and play with my freaks like you

You my role model

You my role model

Damn them words they cutting deep when they coming from you

While we’re here face to face imma tell you the truth

You’re older now so no need for me to sugar coat it

The thoughts of me starting to fade of me being heroic

In retrospect now that I’m at my lowest

Good intentions Nate and stirring you wrong has never been my motive

Thoughts as I lay up in a cell hope you feeling every word like I’m saying them in Braille

Dealing with all these demon I probably should never tell

Caught up in the system the closet thing here to hell

Trouble soul that’s all we have left to sale

If I can ask for one wish then that wish would be wish me well

But enough of that I see you smoking and drinking what’s up with that

You too focused on other things what about the rap

Trouble all in these streets don’t give involved wit that

Yea her pussy is good but where her mind is at

Learn from my mistakes my **** there some prove in that

All money ain’t good money and theirs some truth to that

I done seen a lot and I felt a lot of pain

Back against the wall nobody else to blame

But when I’m story told how would they tell it

Remember me as real or gonna say I was a fake

Remember me a sinner or gonna say I was saint

I’m just glad I got the time to tell you to your fucking face little ****

I’m not ya role model

You shouldn’t be like me

You shouldn’t you shouldn’t smoke and get high off trees

I’m not ya role model don’t do the things I did

Always caught up in the system never seeing your kids

I’m not ya role model

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