Bus Back

I'm on the bus back, take a hard look at myself Do I love this any more or did I do this for wealth? I watch the tape back and see someone else If that's me then why's it feel like a shell? I say this here and they gon' say it sound old But I feel like I've changed, I gotta do what I know It's not for you, this for me to get a grip 'Cause there's somethin' in my ear that keep on tellin' me to quit My whole life, my feelings always like this Never say it out loud 'cause that make you a bitch Plus, it ain't about you when someone's sick And your time together might be gone, buddy, if you flinch I'm head down, a hundred twenty in the bump Numbers goin' up, line around the block, knew what's up They talk about the talent, they don't give a fuck I get home and realize all that shit, it ain't enough They want more and I gotta open up But for me, that shit's kinda tough I might be in my head for a minute But I be back before the track finish Don't worry, I'm good.