"...becoming progressively more and more depressed by what was happening around him, decided, finally, to off himself. There was no problem in the circles where he hung out in putting an end to yourself. You just bought a large quantity of downers and took them with some cheap wine. The planning part had to do with the artifacts he wanted found on him by later archeologists. He had spent several days deciding, much longer than he had spent deciding to kill himself."

What does the scanner see when it looks at me?

When it looks at...

What does the scanner see when it violates then laughs at me?

It sends messages through my bones

Whispering it's intentions through code

It has control over me

I know it has the control

Is this real?

Is this really fucking happening?

Still tethered to this microphone

Still drowning in psychotic overtones

Recording my thoughts on a screen

I know the scanner hears me plead, "is this really happening? No"

Is (No)

This (No)

Really fucking happening?

Speaking death through drugs

Guiding me down new paths that I know I haven't walked

See the people swing

I know I have no control here

Fuck

I have no control here

No

I have no control alt-delete (What does the scanner see?)

Control alt-delete

What does the scanner see when it violates then laughs at me?

It sends messages through my bones

Whispering it's intentions through code

It has control over me

I know it has the control

Is this real?

Is this really fucking happening?

"is this really happening? No"

Is (No)

This (No)

Really fucking happening?

I saw death rising from the earth

It didn't hurt

It didn't hurt, no

I saw death rising from the earth

What does the scanner see when it looks at me?

When it looks at me

I saw death rising from the earth

I saw death rising from the earth