My Own Person

Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now Waiting for some kind of inspiration To make me feel like I'm my own person But buying new clothes just makes me feel down Having new style cause me more attention And I don't feel like I'm my own person I just feel like some other version of me Been talkin' 'bout the same problems for years now But nothing I do seems to make things happen I try too hard, guess I got to keep searchin' Can't help but think I just stand out No matter what I do, it's bad, it's hurting And I don't feel like I'm my own person I just feel like some other version of me I wanna blеnd into the background I wanna be nobody and nevеr make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking I try and I try but I'm not my own person I need new shoes, these ones are worn out I'll buy the same pair just a different version 'Cause God forbid, I put some effort in and It'd be nice if I wasn't filled with doubt Oh, I can't help but feel I've got some kind of curse And I don't feel like I'm my own person I just feel like some other version of me I wanna blend into the background I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking I try and I try but I'm not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground And I don't want anyone to ever dig me out And I've never had a sense of self Oh, the longer I stay here the more things worsen I'll never be my own person I wanna blend into the background I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh, wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking I try and I try but I'm not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground And I don't want anyone to ever dig me out And I've never had a sense of self Oh, the longer I stay here the more things worsen And I'll never be my own person