I Hope You Die

I keep falling apart

Everything you said gave me hate from the start

You put hate in my heart, I don't know why

I wonder why, they ask and pry

They won't get an answer

I just sit and cry, like all the time

I can't lie, I won't get past her

And I hate my ex, I really do

I hope you die and get cancer

Lets leave this business-wise, not personal

I'm sorry, where are my manners

Girl, why are you talking? I don't really wanna talk to you

The last text you sent me, girl, that was really not the move

I didn't lie when I said I hate you

I'm mad at your mom, because she made you

I don't care it feels like this just happens every week

Another guy, another dude, and now she's done with me

I don't even second-guess it, I'm not wondering

But if you ever have a problem, you can come to me

I don't even want the attention

I just wanna know that I'm still enough

You dont gotta worry, I'ma leave

There's nothing to run from

I know that I'm annoying, and I know I make you sad

If I ever told my friends, I know that they would all laugh

I'm not taken seriously by anyone

And it really gets to me

And it's really hard to breathe

I'm trying really hard to leave

But you're just the only thing I've ever wanted

Cautious, I know this isn't what you wanted

You're speaking all of this nonsense

And I don't care if you ever need help

Tell me when and where, girl, I got you

There's just something about you

I don't know if I should, but I'm about to

You don't understand the pain

That it gives me to know you got a man

It's fine

You don't gotta try

Cause I tried my hardest

At least you're honest with me