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Boxcar Child
Hip-Hop/Rap
Boxcar Child was released on December 4, 2020 by EnSD as a part of the album I Feel Like 2
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Release DateDecember 4, 2020
LabelEnSD
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM75

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Nathan Duarte
Nathan Duarte
Songwriter

Lyrics

Sorry, tried to scratch my back
Saw your hand was in reach and I
Clawed my teeth, I know you don’t know me
But I’m really lonely my apologies
Lack of self-awareness, working to my detriment
It’s startling, sometimes my feet keep crossing each other
Call that poor choreography, fall down to my knees
I’m losing my reasons but the stars all bleed
I keep on bleeding, until the blood loss even so
Pardon me, a moment of weakness, I don’t need friends
I don’t need those, I get punctured like a needle
Maybe I’m evil hard shell like a beetle
Hiding in the rocks, yeah Beatles
Better than talking to these people
I don’t even know what real
Watching back on all my mistakes like a reel
How do I skip this level, where’s the cheat code
Full of holes like I’m wearing cheap clothes
Only my anxiety I keep close
I’m in this alone, that’s the deal
I don’t roll over or heel
Not a dog or a broken wheel
Or in a catalogue cause I lack sex appeal
Part of my image, that’s my seal
Chilling in the back, no one notice
Chilling in the back, no one notice
Chilling in the back, no one notice
Chilling in the back, no one notice
Is it the way he act or is it coldness
Bullies knocked him on his ass, target chosen
Boring kid never react, got no boldness
Adults pat him on the back, he so focused
Resting with the cargo of a train
Box keeps me contained
Skipped past my main
Destination, but they’re all the same
I’m just not the same as these humanoids
Disappear from polaroids
Vanish from the girls and boys
When they see my name, a void
Am I someone they annoy
Encapsulate an escapee
Military gon’ deploy
So that they avoid
Me, blindness a decoy
Squishing my brain like a toy
No metals, ain’t got alloys
Got no, got no, got no
Found a new crib buried in the shade
Normies they can’t see the way
Found a new crib buried in the shade
Normies they can’t see the way
Do I belong in the dark side
Belong in the dark side
In the dark side
In the dark side
In the dark side
In the dark side
Written by: Nathan Duarte
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