Sleeping with the Enemy

I'm so sick of our chemistry And how you make me bleed I'm dry I'm drowning I'm lost I'm finding I can lie my way through anything And I can cry without feeling I'm nervous and numb Filtered and dumb But I can't really say that I don't crave it that way I don't know what I do it for But I can't have you go without letting you know I'm a liar, a fake Everything that I hate I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry Baby I've tried to change But these are my ways You need to know You're sleeping with the enemy I'm so sick of our energy With you I'm not really me I'm cold I'm burning I'm love I'm hating I have no remorse We have run our course I thought you'd be the one to save me I thought you'd be the one to break me I can't have you go without letting you know I'm a liar, a fake Everything that I hate I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry Baby, I've tried to change But these are my ways You need to know You're sleeping with the enemy It's too late, too late to see That the one that needs fixing isn't you, it's me I broke down your reality So the one that always hurts is you and not me I took advantage of your trust in me You only saw what I wanted you to see I can't have you go without letting you know I'm a liar, a fake Everything that I hate I wish I could say I'm sorry, I'm sorry Baby, I've tried to change But these are my ways You need to know You're sleeping with the enemy