Unconditional (feat. Chrissy Spratt)

I had drugs numb the pain They say happiness is fame But they all were wrong Didn't know I had it all Yeah I made my mistakes I felt love I felt hate But you're all I want Didn't know I had it all I had it all I know it feels like you can't win It's like you're under water babe and you can't swim And I see you suffocatin' from the weight of my sin Lookin' up and askin' God Lord when will it end You wonder is he ever gonna answer the call 'Cause you don't even think that you can handle it all But yet you're still here and still fightin' the good fight Even if it isn't what you thought it should look like The good life that only happens in fairy tales Especially when you think of the weight that you need to carry still And that's a burden only few can endure So you can quit babe you don't gotta do this no more But you committed though until death do us part The only thing that I've committed to is breaking your heart And I don't even know why or what the fuck went wrong I had everything I needed all along I had drugs numb the pain They say happiness is fame But they all were wrong Didn't know I had it all Yeah I made my mistakes I felt love I felt hate But you're all I want Didn't know I had it all I had it all When I'm lookin' in the mirror I cringe at my reflection But when I look at you I want to binge on your affection Somewhere along the line there's been a disconnection Your love has been betrayed and I've been disrespected But I ain't makin' excuses cause what I do is wrong And I'm supposed to be the one between us that is strong But you're keepin' us together and that's not fair to you And I wish I could take it back and that much I swear is true Cause they don't compare to you those chicks don't even matter I dream of our before cause of the nightmare I made after I know you're gonna wake up from the hell you're livin' in And a part of you wishes that you had never given in So I'm not asking for more chances cause that'd be stupid right The day that you said yes to me's the day that Cupid died And all I ever wanted was somewhere I could belong I had everything I wanted all along So many nights were spent alone So many days that you were gone Time after time it became the norm I don't want that anymore I need trust I need love I need patience in my life No more stories no more lies All the time you spent away Memories we could've made But you wanted somethin' else And I couldn't help with that Tell me that you're here to stay Tell me you won't go away I had drugs numb the pain They say happiness is fame But they all were wrong Didn't know I had it all Yeah I made my mistakes I felt love I felt hate But you're all I want Didn't know I had it all I had it all