With all the strength I mustered

through these diligent years

I watch you stand all flustered

trapped by insipid fears

I can't deny the power

the intrinsic fruitfulness

of spending every hour

in search of meaningfulness

Watch me bleeding

Hear me breathing

Watch me evolve

by my own resolve

There is a light in madness

which seeps in through the rift

and lets you feel the sadness -

illumination's gift

In any given moment

I'll choose to feel the pain

To open up to torment

so as not to have lived in vain

There was a time when I, didn't value the choice to live my life

and destruction was my core, but it brought only pain and fear and strife

Now I stand fast in the firmness of choices made and the direction in my will to stand apart

To stand strong, yet always humble, and treat existence as an art

But in my bleakest moments I dread that my fearfulness is winning

However, within the darkest hour always lies the wherewithal for a new beginning

Hear my words: Dread the pointlessness of indolence

Stay firm in hand and heart!

The quest for satisfaction -

a life void of all deeds

To only seek distraction

To only fill your needs

It´s such a nonexistence

You're such a waste of space

I hope it sparks resistance -

your lives' of dull disgrace

Watch a land

out of hand

That which you dread

is for what I have bled