Where Do I Begin

I've been lost so many times where do I begin One thing that I almost lost, my passion to sing Tried to do the model thing, they all look the same It's just not the same no more, it's just not the same Seeking for the truth, that's when everything had changed I've been through some things, some things that I won't explain You may not understand, it's supernatural things Everything has changed, it's just not the effin' same no I've been lost so many times, where do I begin One thing that I almost lost, my whole life to sin Tried to search for something different, tried to search for me I've been through so many phases that you won't believe No more second guessin', I've learned my lessons God give me a blessing, I'm now progressing In the right direction, in new dimensions Man I feel so special to be here cause life's a blessing I've been lost so many times, where do I begin One thing that I almost lost, trying to fit in Always felt misunderstood time and time again I would always doubt myself, that was me back then No fear, telling myself no fear Time is getting near, baby this is your year Telling myself you're here Telling myself you're here I've been lost so many times, where do I begin One thing that I almost lost, my passion to sing Tried to do the model thing, they all look the same It's just not the same no more, it's just not the same Seeking for the truth, that's when everything had changed I've been through some things, some things that I won't explain You may not understand, it's supernatural things Everything has changed, it's just not the effin' same no