Nightingale

Every time I drive my car

I think it's gonna crash

Guess it's not nice to say

I never thought we'd last

Why am I alone in the end

I scare away my only friends

Why do we pick flowers

Instead of letting them grow

Keep on counting hours

To a deadline unknown

Guess I'm just sad in December

Hope no one remembers

I picked flowers instead of letting them grow

I have so much to say

But the words won't make a sound

I thought that I could break it

My delusions talk too loud

This is why I'm lonely again

My memories become my own end

Why do we pick flowers

Instead of letting them grow

Keep on counting hours

To a deadline unknown

Guess I'm just sad in December

Hope no one remembers

I picked flowers instead of letting them grow

It's 7am but I'm falling asleep

Everything I say is on repeat

I hope I'm not like this forever

Guess we'll find out next December

Why do we pick flowers

Instead of letting them grow

Keep on counting hours

To a deadline unknown

Guess I'm just sad in December

Hope no one remembers

I picked flowers instead of letting them grow