Merry Christmas Actually

Merry Christmas, what do you say I'm bearing gifts and I wanna stay here with you If that's OK? Merry Christmas, I made a sign To make you realise that you should be mine, OK? If that's not weird in any way Merry Christmas, let me wassail you Just say it's someone else I know it's something I shouldn't do But I'm not cool I loved you when you walked down the aisle I love you now and if it seems I act like a child That's because I'm a child Like a child beneath your touch I long for such as poets once sang "I and she... desire in deity..." Merry Christmas, I'm in love with you I know it's awkward but it felt like something that I should do Is that cool? I'm not expecting you to walk away From my best friend, the one you married, but just in case: I'd gladly take you away I'm not here to change your mind Just needed to clear mine Just had to lay it all out for you It's really no big deal So please don't tell I just wanted to say Merry Christmas, actually