Shooting Star (feat. Violeteyez)

I dream a lot about dyin' But I know that I'm not even tryin' To make a better life Feel like I'm paralyzed Another day in bed Another sleepless night Maybe I was never meant for this Maybe I was just a stupid kid But I never thought it'd come to this Contemplating if I'm even gonna be missed How did I let it get this far? I wish that I had seen it coming from the start Now I'm longing to be where you are I'll make another wish upon a shooting star Wish that I could stop feeling so low down Wish that I could make a name outside my hometown Feel like I was meant for more than what I know now All I know is that I got no time to slow down I'm so far From where I want to be No time to celebrate 'Cause I know that's not what I need As the days go by I'm dwelling on defeat No time to celebrate Until I find what brings me peace Have you ever felt the weight of the world Pressing down on your shoulders? I'm just getting older The longer it takes to realize what I'm looking for Eats at the sanity left in my mind Yeah so everyone's a has-been They all try but ain't nobody make it happen Don't wanna be another passerby But surrounded by failures By now you'd think I'd learn my lesson Left my phone and my keys back in 2019 Lockdown, I'm writing thoughts Don't be hittin' up me Fuck a shooting star, ain't got no time for wishin' 2020 vision bitch You know I'm gunnin' for my mission, ay I'm so far From where I want to be No time to celebrate 'Cause I know that's not what I need As the days go by I'm dwelling on defeat No time to celebrate Until I find what brings me peace