I Hate It

I wish I could erase it, but I can't though And not for lack of trying I'd be lying if I said that I could let go You already know Everything I'm feeling 'cause You told me not to worry about a month ago We're just friends, stop being so irrational Fast-forward to my fears becoming factual And your ghost likes to visit with me nightly To tell me how every day was something fictional and I see you in every single person that I meet and I'm sorry But the thought of you with him is enough to leave me weak And I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it And I'm so past gone I packed my bags and just became another passenger Tryna act strong It's tit-for-tat and I ain't perfect but I'm searching for some purpose They marching in they lines inside the circus But this burden might be worth it If I carry it with everything I've got So tandem with the shots Cold handed with these rocks that I kick back No, no, no, don't hit me with no props I don't get that It's low-key like baritones Gimme lil' love and a quarter count of that serotonin Living for the moment I navigate through the pheromones I'm just tryna bare with 'em Sleepless nights I'm cold looking in myself (and it's no use tryna get used to) Haunted by your ghost, I see nothing else (the weight of living without you) You're like a demon in disguise Have to run away (and that's something that I can't undo) I'm tryna heal, move on Gotta let you go But all I know is I see you in every single person that I meet and I'm sorry But the thought of you with him is enough to leave me weak And I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You don't know how much I hate it