alicante

So, how do you feel about it now

I don't know bro, I'm still figuring it out

I’m telling everyone that I’m happy for you, and I’m trying to be

Does it mean that I’m a selfish man if it’s hard for me

I’m far away in Alicante

And it’s hard to see

Any time very soon when I’ll be

Happy

I'm telling everyone that I’m happy for you and I’m trying to be

Does it mean that I’m a selfish man if it’s hard for me

I know that you are falling in love

And that’s a beautiful thing

I guess I just always thought

That you’d be in love with me

I’m telling everyone that I’m happy for you and I’m trying to be

Does it mean that I’m a selfish man if it’s hard for me

Cause it’s so hard for me girl

I keep on trying to write a love song

But honestly

I just don’t really feel it

It just feels so fake to me

I’m telling everyone that I’m happy for you and I’m trying to be

Girl, I’m trying to be

I guess that I am just a selfish man cause it’s hard for me

Yeah I’m all mixed up

Would it better if I just admit it

I guess I don’t know love

I gotta accept that we're finished

It’s nearly been two years

I need to let go, this is pathetic

But you’re the ghost in my head

And it haunts me because I let it

I don't know bro, still figuring it out

Because I let it

I’m telling everyone I’m happy for you, and I’m really trying to be