Loop

Round in circles, starting to think it's eternal

A personal hell, a jail cell, cold steel bars

Watching the world fall apart, while I'm stuck in a loop

Waking up to the same old morning

Life is getting pretty boring

Knowing what to expect, when the unexpected comes

I neglect the feelings to protect what's beating in my chest

Nonetheless, this bland unappealing feeling to the world is demeaning

Are you seeing what I'm seeing?

This headspace would be freeing if I wasn't quarantining

And if people weren't fiening off of other people's happiness, another human being

And I am stuck in a loop

A vicious cycle

Childhood was a free trial

The people who made it, well they are my idols

And life is a bottomless spiral

This thing called "routine"

Makes "important" things, lose their meaning

People who don't notice are too busy scheming or dreaming

Or they're the lucky few who's succeeding

Happiness is depleting

And, people they just keep on leaving

And, every day keeps on repeating

And, I am stuck in a...