I Spend My Weekends Alone

When you told me I'm so sorry In that parking lot in LA it was way more than just shocking But I don't blame you for all these issues 'Cause after all I did I'd probably do the same and up and leave too I wish I knew then what I know now Wish I could go back and tell myself what I'd found Swear that I'm sorry and that I've changed 'Cause I'm done faking I'm ok I spend my weekends alone too much time in my room Wishing I could apologize for the way I treated you And I know it don't help now but I thought you'd wanna know That your wish came true 'cause I'm still sleeping on my own And I spend my weekends alone You were never a one to waste time And honestly it hurt to hear you're moving on and doing just fine Without me while I'm still empty Trying to fill the loneliness you left but I didn't know then 'cause you were with me I wish I knew then what I know now Wish I could go back and tell myself what I'd found Swear that I'm sorry and that I've changed 'Cause I'm done faking I'm ok I spend my weekends alone too much time in my room Wishing I could apologize for the way I treated you And I know it don't help now but I thought you'd wanna know That your wish came true 'cause I'm still sleeping on my own And I spend my weekends alone I wish I knew then what I know now Wish I could go back and tell myself what I'd found Swear that I'm sorry and that I've changed 'Cause I'm done faking I'm ok I spend my weekends alone too much time in my room Wishing I could apologize for the way I treated you And I know it don't help now but I thought you'd wanna know That your wish came true 'cause I'm still sleeping on my own And I spend my weekends alone