Have You Ever

Have you ever been so fed up in life? Cutta, we rich I'm 21 and I feel like this Turn it up KARON (Turn it up KARON) It's like I'm running out of love, I'm damn near out of breath I'm done with trust, just pack your stuff, no I'm not tryna fuss When times was rough, I've been right there, no you can't say I wasn't I really miss when grandma Terry used to call me Quan Ayy, see times are changin', all my purp's steady addin' up Two lines of drank, might overdose 'cause I done had enough Sittin' back and watch my daughter play like, "Damn, she bad as fuck" Shit gettin' crazy, how you my homie, only must support me They was buyin' dreams to make a way out, I guess I couldn't afford it That shit a shame, 2019, I had 'bout three abortions I stop and hit my knees and pray 'causе I can't take no more of it My partners doin' day-for-day just tryna makе the storm live Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself? And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares You never notice what you got until it's off in the air If I lose everything I got, tell me what used to be there Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself? And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares You never notice what you got until it's off in the air If I lose everything I got, tell me what used to be there Ooh, would you be there for me? Tell me, would you be there? Tell me, would you be there for me? Hey, it was me and Buddah skippin' school, goin' on a high-speed chase Buddah came 'cross a .22, two rifles, and a TEC He tried to play me like a fool, ain't nothin' in his bag Stick to the rule and play it cool, you lose your life like that I switched my route like, "Fuck a homie," and focused on rap Same ones that doubted said I'm phony 'cause I won't split 'em half I miss Lil Ralph, I bought lil' homie, they get split in half Ayy, I often think 'bout Uncle Tony, do you miss your neph'? Only type of love these bitches show me is, "Can I get Chanel?" Somebody else gon' be there for me, chances gettin' slimmer 'Bout 24, R.I.P. Kobe, jumpin' out the gym She hit my line like she can't trust me, then why we together? Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself? And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares You never notice what you got until it's off in the air If I lose everything I got, tell me what used to be there Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself? And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares You never notice what you got until it's off in the air If I lose everything I got, tell me what used to be there Ooh, would you be there for me? Tell me, would you be there? Tell me, would you be there for me? That's how I feel Shit, there's just people in my life wanna [?], I know we all can understand Quando Rondo, nigga