Stick Up (feat. Sirah)

Light and light me up, yeah Light and light me up Light and light me up, yeah Light and light me up It's a stick up. It's a stick up It's a stick up. It's a stick up All I need is all eyes on me, I don't need your prayers It's a stick up. It's a stick up It's a stick up. It's a stick up Hey, this a stick up. I've been up. And it's: Fuck Hell, Cause I Been Once If they don't show you love until you're dead, they ain't a real one Keep looking back at all the things I never said Back before them College Avenue bags made you the victim I know my lil' bro proud of me. I know I still got life in me I come from where the coffin drops. I rise, and that's the irony Don't call my phone cause you gon' take me out my zone I got 10 dead friends who could vouch but ain't alive to see Out in LA in Laurel Canyon when I got the news This time four years ago, I get that text now I'm confused I check my phone, it's Scotty telling me you gone And no disrespect to you, but that OD showed me what not to do I got a lot to lose, I must've paid 100k On numbing out alone, my Benzo song, it wasn't something fake That ain't to brag, I'd rather just give you the facts And I finally took my own advice this year, and took a summer break Light and light me up, yeah Light and light me up Light and light me up, yeah Light and light me up It's a stick up. It's a stick up It's a stick up. It's a stick up All I need is all eyes on me, I don't need your prayers It's a stick up. It's a stick up It's a stick up. It's a stick up I told 'em put the dope in a bag, and nobody gets hurt Now I'm laying by myself, in withdrawal Juice Wrld had that same curse This life's a bitch, in fact I lost my mind. Who knows where it went missing at You can fight me tooth and nail, I'm actually kind of into that Bitter by the boatload. Your loyalty a no show If you give me your trust, just know I'll never ever give it back 2,000 miles away, in Southern California now Roaming through the part of the town you always tried to warn me 'bout Back on my bullshit, wilding out and losing focus, barely going through the motions Hear the truth, but I ignore the sound I must be crazy, hope you'd never think the worst of me How could I be so in love with something that's been hurting me Want me to function when I'm off three different substances, an opiate abundance Think 'bout how I feel internally Light and light me up, yeah Light and light me up Light and light me up, yeah Light and light me up It's a stick up. It's a stick up It's a stick up. It's a stick up All I need is all eyes on me, I don't need your prayers It's a stick up. It's a stick up It's a stick up. It's a stick up