Years to Go (feat. Goody Grace)

It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone Since we ended, our times been moving slow I heard 'em say it takes twice as long To forget someone, as it does to get to know Now I'm three days in, got three more years to go (yeah) Remember when the first night we kicked it, we talked all night Smoking weed in my room, talking about life What's crazy I ain't even smash the first night I kinda feel like I met you inside a past life Remember, got arrested in Texas together On a roadtrip to Cali, they found the weed in my sweater You never told me shit or to quit her, go and do better But I promise this time I'm gettin' my shit together Front row at my first shows, went into reverse roles Put myself first before her goals We supposed to be having wedding rehearsals You know things about me no-one on this Earth knows I knew you were the one ever since day one She said, "You know we're meant to be so why you play dumb? I gave you too many hints, I wish you'd take one" I'm feelin' like Robin Williams, when dreams may come It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone (I spent a lifetime) Since we ended our times been moving slow (it's been moving slow) I heard 'em say it takes twice as long To forget someone, as it does to get to know (you know) Now I'm 12 weeks in, two years, nine months to go Remember when the first time we got back together, talked all night I said, "I'd like to do right by you, if that's all right" On tour, missing you, texting you on a long flight But somewhere down the road I guess I lost sight Scrollin' deep through your 'Gram, lookin' at old pics I should double tap something, but that's a bold risk Fuck, I stay on your page, you're still my top search You sang my hooks and you sold all of my first merch And your mom still texts me Merry Christmases And Happy Birthdays, I'm missin' you in the worst ways All Apologies feeling when Kurt plays Your birthdays and anniversaries are all my worst days Her best friend wrote a letter and then she pressed send After we broke up the last time, made it all end She said, "Please for the love of God, let this sink in No matter which way you turn, never contact her again" It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone (leave her the fuck the alone) Since we ended our times been moving slow (slow as fuck) I heard 'em say it takes twice as long To forget someone, as it does to get to know (The world stops spinnin' when you walked out of mine) So I'm three years in and I'm not even close (I'm not even close) In my feelings, I hit you Thinking I meant that Read the text next day Why did I send that? I just want my best friend back I just want my best friend back It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone Since we ended our times been moving slow I heard 'em say it takes twice as long To forget someone, as it does to get to know I just don't think I'll ever let it go