You broke down my door while my roommate was puking

There was beer on your breath and you said

That you wanted a dream that i had just a couple of times

I was scared and afraid and a little excited

My heart sank down and you slipped on the floor

We went up to my room and you took off the clothes

I left for a minute and you put on a jazz song

We started making out and then we fell asleep

And when I woke up to kissing

I said wouldn’t try to

Try to find a way where i’d ever be too close

“I wanna make eggs with you”

That’s what she said, yeah

“I wanna make breakfast, not a baby in bed”

That’s what she said

And now I see you in Case

And I still get the fuzzies

But I get why you wanted to stop

It was probably a good idea

I mean you’re graduating this year

But sometimes I think what if it happened earlier?

What if it happened now?

What if I moved to the city? What if I moved down the street?

Would you have me over for toast and tea?

What if I moved down to Philly? What if I moved down the street?

Would you have me over for toast and tea?

You know I’m just afraid

I want to shave my head

I stared in the mirror before I went to bed

I tumbled down the street at 3 am cursing every little thing that i know that i am

And i cried for the first time in a fucking year

After trying every day for a fucking year

I threw the pills against the wall

And I promised that the album be out by fall

And then I promised that it’d be here in the spring

I also promised myself not another fling

And I promised the nicks I’d get what i deserve

But now the love in my life

Is just for her

And if you see me in case and you still get the fuzzies

I hope you get why i wanted to stop

I mean it was probably a good idea

I mean I'm graduating this year

But sometimes I think what if it happened earlier?

Why did it happen now?