Everything Is Upside Down

We were tangled up in Learning what our words meant Scattered thoughts, unkempt, and Apologies without substance Like one book, two pages Same goal in different stages You'd say to me, i hate this But we'd repeat the basics Playing whose fault to make it Games of pointing fingers and blaming I thought we'd be more the same in The things that needed changing But I've got some of what you're not And you are more than what I've sought I've died more than a few times, but Somehow i feel more alive I'm seeing now That even when it's coming down The easy way out Leaves you feeling far more lost than found They say that life is what we make it Your future up for the taking So I'd planned to make sure i made it Make sure you'd know what my name is But i'm not the fit for that frame in Fighting for me, lots of faking To become a picture of fame When that's never been where my aim is I'm seeing now That even when it's coming down The easy way out Leaves you feeling far more lost than found Everything is upside down I'll turn around and there you are in front of me Everything i thought i'd have by now Learning how to hold on, how to wait and see If it's supposed to be, it'll work out Give it time it's alive how it ought to be I'm seeing now That even when it's coming down The easy way out Leaves you feeling far more lost