January

I took a test on the internet

It said I might be depressed

Maybe it's true, it's afternoon

And I can't get out of bed

Pretending that I don't see the text

'Cause I can't say nothing yet

What if I'm real, tell them how I feel

And I break down in front of them?

I got voices telling me that I should probably stay in this room

Don't know why I listen 'cause they don't tell the truth

I'll be okay, I'll be okay, they just wanna see me lose

Maybe all the darkness that I'm feeling's just because of the cold

I'm so tired of waiting but I already know

I'll be okay, I'll be okay whenever they let me go

I guess it's just January, it's just January

I'm not going crazy

I guess it's just January, it's just January

I'm not going crazy

Stare at the ceiling and watch the time

So I don't see my life passing by

No, I can't go back, be happy like that

I may as well lose my mind

Thinking 'bout all of the friends I've lost

Wonder if I'll pay the cost

Yeah, I chased my dreams, only thought about me

I still don't know what I want

I got voices telling me that I should probably stay in this room

Don't know why I listen 'cause they don't tell the truth

I'll be okay, I'll be okay, they just wanna see me lose

Maybe all the darkness that I'm feeling's just because of the cold

I'm so tired of waiting but I already know

I'll be okay, I'll be okay whenever they let me go

I guess it's just January, it's just January

I'm not going crazy

I guess it's just January, it's just January

I'm not going crazy

Maybe all the darkness that I'm feeling's just because of the cold

I'm so tired of waiting but I already know

I'll be okay, I'll be okay whenever they let me go

I guess it's just January, it's just January

I'm not going crazy

I guess it's just January, it's just January

I'm not going crazy