I am starting to feel it now. I miss your voice. And it’s sound. And everyone I’ve come across. They could never amount to what we lost. I knew it was real even when they told me all of this would fade. And nothing has changed. Cause they weren’t here when it mattered. No healing words ever came after. Just opinions passing the blame. They didn’t see how we held each other every single night. The feeling of waking up next to you. Staring in your eyes. Amber lights filled the room. The cool air against our skin. Under the covers gripping tight. Oh how I miss all those nights. If only I could make this moment last. I’d make it last forever. I knew that no one could understand. How could I give another chance. Something about you made me believe. They just saw their own shattered love. Told their stories of broken trust. But not every story ends the same. They didn’t see how we held each other every single night. The feeling of waking up next to you. Staring in your eyes. Amber lights filled the room. The cool air against our skin. Under the covers gripping tight. Oh how I miss all those nights. If only I could make this moment last. I’d make it last forever.