Plaything

Well, I heard they like the bad ones I heard their friends like Seeing the show So i went and forgot how to Control myself And I'm starving for some more You strutted past me I had my knees down on the floor You didn't care But I cast your life in gold With your one foot out the door And I don't care If they stop and stare Wanna go farther But you never get what you want like those in hell who want ice water I'm just your plaything Pick me up when you get bored Running circles with no finish line My mind and heart at war You want attention And you had mine all the time But I can't play guiding light If you won't let me shine, No! Well if you would call me I'd put my old lifestyle on hold Now I got the shivers, The kind you can't just shake when You're alone I got decisions Freedom or captivity And now I'm swinging for the fence At every opportunity I'm just your plaything Pick me up when you get bored Runnin' circles with no finish line My mind and heart at war Sing my intentions But I think I forgot the tune Playin' games went out of style When I laid my eyes on you So I walk the streets now And my shoulders don't hold dirt I thought about you Just the other day And how you thought I'd never learn Now I mute my problems And I crank the remedies Got my brothers all around Reassuring I stay mean I'M NOT YOUR PLAYTHING To pick up when you get bored Ran my race but found the finish line My head settled the score Fought for affection But that war just won't be won I'm gonna rock til I'm back on a roll I'm a lion, said and done