I Keep Fighting

Gotta make it out, ain't got no other option Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them Demons in my head that I gotta escape I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day Gotta make it out, ain't got no other option Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them Demons in my head that I gotta escape I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day I've been fighting for so long, I'm getting tired of this song Maybe I don't wanna fight, don't need to right all of my wrongs Giving up cuz I've been giving in and haven't seen a change I keep fighting, I keep fighting, but I cannot take the pain So I'll get rid of all my faith that things are gonna get better Rainbows always come with rain, that's just a part of the weather If I tell you that I'm happy, will you leave me alone? Unavailable, could you leave your message after the tone? I get these voices in my head that say I gotta keep fighting And though I try to block them out, I always know that they're right Cuz it's easier said than done, or else I'd already do it I'm getting message after message, why they putting me through it? Really trying Swear I understand there ain't no sense to crying But I've bottled my emotions, the tears started multiplying Gotta tell myself it's good and that I'm gonna be okay Gotta look into the mirror and I have to make a change Gotta make it out, ain't got no other option Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them Demons in my head that I gotta escape I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day Gotta make it out, ain't got no other option Suicidal thoughts, but I already fought them Demons in my head that I gotta escape I keep fighting, I keep fighting, gotta fight every day You claim that you seen scary times Fighting these demons, I gotta bury mine They tell me I'm a burden, I can't help I gotta carry mine Look into my eyes, and you can see how much I'm terrified I tell you bout my struggle so you get it, I ain't scared to lie "Over exaggeration, man you faking, you ain't meaning it." Take my life today, you'll read the text and start deleting it But I ain't bout to give it up, don't need to ask for help I ain't doing it for y'all, I gotta prove it to myself That I am strong and I'm courageous, imma make it through drought I know it's been a couple years, but I can't let em take me now Though I struggle with a broken heart that doesn't feel complete Know I've fought too many times in life to settle for defeat So imma make sure that I'm grinding, my timings gonna be perfect When I finally push the voices out, I'll notice that I'm worth it Feeling worthless all these years, the tears I couldn't hold them back To my suicidal thoughts, goodbye, you're never welcomed back The way I'm shining and glowing, a diamond came up from the rough Used to hate who I became, but now I never cover-up Thoughts of suicide that used to fill my brain, no longer here And let them try to come around again, I'll make them disappear "You were placed on this planet for a reason, and you were placed on this planet for a purpose. Please choose life. We need you."