Rivertown Parkway

It's 11pm i'm cruising down Rivertown parkway

I'm in good hands or at least that's what they all state

Stress eatin' me alive life thinks ima good entrée

I'm only 25 but 50 is my mind-state

I'm sick of fake friends

Fake fans

Wonder would I pop off if I take xans?

Half the shit that I'm thinkin

Don't make sense

Feel like the titanic think I'm sinking

Diving off the deep end

Anyone got a free hand?

Waves crashing on me I think I'm getting sea sick

Nothing comes before me I'm to selfish fuck a Prefix

Fuck the fame

Fuck the money do I need it

I'm an open book I've

Never been one to keep a secret

Contrary to whatever your belief is

My life feels like its half gone, paraplegic

Watch out who you hang with, fellas be some leeches

I tried to send that message

But some y'all ain't receive it

Its 12 am I'm riding round 44th street

All these decisions in my mind that I keep on forcing

Everyone's biggest fear is what we can not foresee

I'm smart enough to learn from the ones that came before me

I

Don't know what's really gotten into me

Start talking to one girl and 5 others start hitting me

One's got hair with curls and another with the curvitrey

One with head out this world

And the other trying refurbish me

Not sure if they fancy me or just want me currency

Start catching feelings for one now all the Sudden she won't answer me

Make one dance for me

One will probably cancel me

Had a shawty at work

Shit went south and now I'm transferring

And that's the way that life goes

Everybody thinks they perfect just wait till the lights off

Maybe I should lay low

Everybody thinks they better than me where's your halo?

It's 11:30 pm im turning left on paterson avenue

Headed to work and I got a fuckin attitude

It's the last thing on god's green earth that I wanna do

Tryna make a change in my life but I don't know what I got to do

Honestly

Life is getting scary

Cuz i'm 25 I got no kids and i'm not married

I got like, I don't know a thousand in my savings

And I got a car, does it works? I mean shit, barely

On my way home from work I get pulled over

By a cop with a cold shoulder

I bet he thinks that I'm a freeloader

Lucky i'm white and I don't have to think things over

He leans over he tells me just to take things slower

Its 2:20 between 44th and kalamazoo

Still thinkin about my life and all the things I should do

Am I too corny? Does it feel forced? I ain't gotta clue

Tryina keep my head up

But lately my eyes been glued to my shoes

Bunch of fellas in my city don't believe in me

Showin fake love just know that I know I'm being deceived

I'd much rather support my city and see it succeed

Instead of stabbing its back and then watching it bleed

But I know that's just me

And I wear my heart on my sleeve

I should probably rip it off

Cuz im always on my guard

I should digress oh my god

I just wanna be loved

For someone to give a fuck

Am I asking for to much

I should ask her for lunch

But i've been low on my funds

And i've been down in the dumps

Ima coward that fronts

I look outward too much

Too much time to be crunched

It's 11pm i'm cruising down rivertown parkway

Thanks for riding with me y'all didn't have to partake

But I think it's time that you and I part ways

I hope you Stay safe and keep out of harm's way