Defiled, insecure
A liar, & obscure
I'm nothing more than the trauma I had to endure
No color, no taste
Everything is gray
You killed a piece of me the day you fucked away my sanity
Holding on to a life in my head
Barely holding on
Holding on to a life I never wanted
Still holding on
How low can I go?
Till I sink
How low can I go?
Till I break
How low can I go?
Till I think
How low can I go?
There's nothing left in me
Destroying everything
Devalue my own being
The shame you left in me
Is the reason to my insecurities
Avoid the past
The pain is here to last
Afraid to fall in love and leave myself vulnerable enough
To take and take
My innocence from me
And rape, you raped
The life right out of me
So take and take
My innocence from me
And rape, you raped
The life right out of me
Holding on to a life in my head
Barely holding on
Holding on to a life I never wanted
Still holding on
