Negative Noise

I hate the way it feels, it is my fear To be running in circles, just to stand still I need the chaos, I crave the thrill Feeling its pain is the only thing real I let it throw its best shots at me It can punch me in the face, it only sets me free And I would take a thousand cuts to the throat Before I live another day in mediocrity I don't belong here I, I don't belong here I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (Don't want to be) The sound is suffocating It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening I could take the easy ridе But I will choose the crooked linе The noise builds up around me It's all just static, it's all so deafening It's fucking bullshit, I know what I'm seeing It is a time bomb ticking and I'm heading right to it It holds me, I don't wanna leave I've got an itch for the drug Do anything to consume it I may crash and burn over and over again I see the danger around but I'm a masochist I'm not one to be ashamed There is no going back, this is the road I've made I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (Don't want to be) The sound is suffocating It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening I could take the easy ride But I will choose the crooked line The noise builds up around me It's all just static, it's all so deafening I am all that I have left I'm understanding Just not wired like the rest It's liberating I am all that I have left So understand me I'm not wired like the rest Not gonna waste my time Provoked and ready, last chance, I am fucking going off (Don't even try) (Don't even try) I'm ripping up the noise that has been tearing up me I don't belong here I'm not wired like the rest I don't belong here I'm not wired like the rest I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (Don't want to be) The sound is suffocating It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening I could take the easy ride But I will choose the crooked line The noise builds up around me It's all just static, it's all so deafening I'm surrounded by everything that I don't want to be (Don't want to be) The sound is suffocating It's nothing but static, it's nothing but static, it's deafening I could take the easy ride But I will choose the crooked line The noise builds up around me It's all just static, it's all so deafening I'm not wired like the rest