Perennial

Veins die and I fantasize to find hurt another way My baseline, I take time in the middle The bile fills the leech I hear them talking in their sleep A vessel to the ether sea The varicose encasing me Why can't they see the lights are Synchronizing into the shadows underneath? Why can't they see the lights are synchronizing? I feel them change velocities Draw slow when you take from me, I need time It's just I can't suffer, honestly, the taste of chemicals keep me alive I feel the pain through a surrogate The brittle bones of a middle child They call a state of emergency to get me back to my baseline And it hurts a little And I lie a little in my refuge Veins die and I fantasize to find hurt another way My baseline, I take time in the middle There must be something more out there There must be something more out there So powerless in the cross-hairs There must be something more out there Veins die and I fantasize to find hurt another way My baseline, I take time in the middle You said the pain was perennial, I need hurt another way My baseline, I take time in the middle Oh, you make it hurt a little And l lie a little Oh, you make it hurt a little in my refuge You make it hurt a little And l lie a little Oh, you make it hurt a little in my refuge There must be something more out there There must be something more out there