Picnic

Scared of opening letters And answering the phone Dancing into manic land When I don't know what I need to know Scared of celebration I'm rationing the pride Holding back the love, the joy I know how it feels when it's out of sight Sharing beers, hang with fear all night Thinking right here suspended if this will last You think I would be so happy now But I know it's no picnic at all I wanna dance I wanna cry Man I just want To feel what it's like To fearlessly feel I promise you total control is no picnic at all Forcing time in a bottle I'm hoarding memories Jump on opportunities I'm scared of losing family Always indecisive Can't make a choice Second guessing all my plans I'm scared to place the trust in me Sharing beers, hang with fear all night Thinking right here suspended if this will last You think I would be so happy now But I know it's no picnic at all I wanna dance I wanna cry Man I just want To feel what it's like To fearlessly feel I promise you total control is... I wanna dance I wanna cry Man I just want To feel what it's like To fearlessly feel I promise you total control is not picnic at all Woah... Woah (I wanna dance I wanna cry Man I just want To feel what it's like To fearlessly feel I promise you total control) No picnic at all