Spiritbreaker

Cast astray and mislead, so misguided Rejected and neglected left inside to wallow This sinking feeling in my burning chest Decaying me until I'm forced to let go I can't let go of you I never found the words to say, you're so far away Abandonment, the resentment, you left me here without a reason to stay Where do I go from here, where do we go from here I'm giving up on myself, losing sleep every day Lost sight, lost mind, erase the memories Destroy all the things I fucking love I guess you can't love a monster I have a fucking problem Lacerate my beating heart The vultures tear away as I stare and watch I feel them circle as I'm falling fast Psychosis fills my mind as I watch myself tremble Maybe love has lost its way But I will never forget the memories Am I alive or just pretending, to be someone that I'm not Forced to live and die in this world, only to fucking rot And when time begins to fail me, who will be there by my side They say hold the ones you love close, well maybe they shouldn't have lied When will the pain go away