Just Relax

My time is near So why do I feel like this isn't real. I need someone here I can't be alone, no not in my home. Need someone to hear The words on my breath, before nothing's left. The one I hold dear She isn't here No I don't wanna go 'Cause everyone knows it'll hurt her the most, and I couldn't cope Knowing when I'm not here, she'd cry out in fear, "Don't let it be real!" The pain of the past, too much to surpass, a wound she can't heal It's too much to feel If you want to live much longer, maybe just relax... I wanna believe That this person I see is not really me. I need to be free That the things in my past don't need to relapse. Just take it from me That I've been here before. I'll open the door and walk away clean Just leave it to me I'm begging you please Stop crying to sleep. You're not all that weak. I want you to see There's hope on the shore. Keep looking for more. You're someone to me The times where she laughed, the loving we had, they're something to keep Forget about me If you want to live much longer, duck your head and just get stronger Leave behind that selfish monster. Maybe just relax... Time to be me I know I can't go on living unseen Wanting to be Someone I can't even reach Hoping that somehow I'll make it while sitting at home Knowing that's not how it goes Knowing that I'm the one hurting the most I just let go Filled me with hope Take it from me Don't you believe that there's something to see Someone to meet Someone you've wanted to be You can decide to be more than you ever could know Change the way everything goes Make it so everyday fills you with hope It's all that you know Only you know If you want to live much longer, duck your head and just get stronger Leave behind that selfish monster. Maybe just relax...