I Thought That I Was Done...

I thought that I was done But then I started over again Found beauty in the chaos within I moved on They thought that I was dumb For thinking that I had a future to live But now I know that I got so much to give Yeah I won, yeah I'm so done with all the people that have stood in my way So sick and tired of anxiety coursing through my veins I've been dreaming of a life where I'm not lost in my brain Constantly searching for a way for me to drown out the pain 'Cause there is freedom in a world that isn't shrouded in black And I will not apologize for all the things that I lack I'm not dwelling in the sadness that is holding me back I'll find forgiveness in my heart and meet myself where I'm at And whoa, I'm finally feeling whole And whoa, I feel it deep in my soul I thought that I was done But then I started over again Found beauty in the chaos within I moved on They thought that I was dumb For thinking that I had a future to live But now I know that I got so much to give Yeah I won, yeah I'm giving up on trying to be something I'll never be Cause I don't care if you decide you've got a problem with me The strength I've got inside is all that I'll ever need And I will finally make myself my biggest priority If you think you can stop me I'd like to see you try You might as well give up while you're ahead, I won't lie I'll keep myself afloat until the day that I die Because I'm more than I thought I could ever be in my life And whoa, I'm finally feeling whole And whoa, I feel it deep in my soul I thought that I was done But then I started over again Found beauty in the chaos within I moved on They thought that I was dumb For thinking that I had a future to live But now I know that I got so much to give Yeah I won, yeah Yeah I'm moving on...