Always aiming for first but I'm coming up last

I try better my self but they're bring up my past

A shell of my former self that now I'm just an outcast

My body moves in slow-mo but my mind is going fast

Everyone wears a mask but mine is better a craft

I guess that's why people now a days are so fucking bland

But it doesn't matter cause I know who I am

Just a motherfucker who's always got the plan to get the fam out this jam

So I change the pace

I'm not saying that this a race

But I got no time to waste

As I stand here in place

As I come face to face

Upon this disgrace

Silently trace the chase back to the case

Where it started or where it breaks

It doesnt matter what it takes

I'm dodging the hoes and slicing the fakes

Trying to take what's a stake

All for the better of my inner grace

Top notch speed but in last place

At this rate I'll won't be at that place

Where flowers consume me and take my place

If don't get there, then I am to blame

Cause I know I at least tried and won't be ashamed

I told god I'm so sick of this shit

I told the devil I'm so sick of this

So if they want to they take my life then they gonna have to do it right cause I'll be Fighting and blazing till the day I can see the light