Panic

I'm in love with a narcissist The only question I have is this Can you feel the storm within my chest You feel so calm, what is this test Forgiveness is easy, forgetting is hard You can pass the blame But you still played your part I'm tired of all my guessing I can't imagine how you feel I don't believe in my own thoughts I'm doubting what is real Panic! Panic! Panic! That's all I ever do Panic! Panic! Panic! When I'm without you Panic! Panic! Panic! Why do I feel like this Panic! Panic! Panic! What am I gonna miss Have I ever been more than your second choice Being with you I lost my voice My body is exhausted and so is my mind Don't know if I can leave this behind I wish you hated me, but you just don't care Would you even notice if I wasn't there Do I chose myself because you refuse Pick your silence carefully cause that can bruise Some days I'm hopeless I was made to be broken Here are your words they were made to be choked on Panic! Panic! Panic! That's all I ever do Panic! Panic! Panic! When I'm without you Panic! Panic! Panic! Why do I feel like this Panic! Panic! Panic! What am I gonna miss Do you want me to fight Or do you even know What you do to my head, I need to let go Just give me a sign, I'm not wasting my time Don't let me slip away, I still remember every word you say Panic! Panic! Panic! That's all I ever do Panic! Panic! Panic! When I'm without you Panic! Panic! Panic! Why do I feel like this Panic! Panic! Panic! What am I gonna miss