See U Again

I don't know if I'm okay I don't see the light of day Looking up to higher ground, thinking that'll be your sweet escape These days gotta schedule the Romance, they say that love is a slow dance A short bike ride to the crib using no hands Oh shit, it feels like I'm floatin' But I'm falling with both eyes closed when I let the world spin Testing the waters she got my nerves tense Back when I ain't even have a purpose I was so eager to learn some things Anxiety brings out thе worst of me Society paints me as еnemy My niggas makin' it pop, that remedy I'm more occasional, don't do it regularly Bags under my eyes waiting out heavenly Momma been worried the devil allegedly Deep in the plan subconsciously Wanted it since I was ten I thought I was sharp on my scroll and my pen thinkin', damn 'Til momma found She told me that's not who I am But nowadays I put on for the fam, see you when I can I'm surrounded by my feelings I'm stuck on a Ferris wheel I better parachute, 140 acres she wants the horse and the carriage A purse and a Porsche in the garage I talk to the mirror, I know that life's not the fairest I lost my card I cannot pay off the bills with the blessings I'm sure I relate to reddit page It's feeling like money is everything Money is everything It's everything I need 'Til I lay my eyes on you I don't know what this is, yeah But it feels like it's real, baby I don't wanna pretend, no I just wanna come clear, I wanna see you again I wanna see you again I wanna see you again Yeah Young nigga used to think this is everything I need, right Not so fond of change, I'm too caught up in my way of thinking I get by on me, no I don't need nobody, yes I was so naive somehow I'm still all in on me yeah yeah Way too many times I let the ball drop Now I'm Steph Curry with the wrist flick So they cold shoulders never defrost No deal but I pre-floss With the money tree in the depot So I'm? with the rundown Bitch I'm all in the field with the cleats off Everything that I wanted to reach I Had the tunnel vision couldn't see far Negative vibes that I feed off got me up and then down like a c-saw All these decoys, hit the destroy usually keep it poised But it's ultra violent with the power moves when I deploy For the real ones I wanna feel something Looking for a sign that I might be worth your time, yeah When I look into your eyes it makes me feel alive I don't know what this is, yeah But it feels like it's real, baby I don't wanna pretend, no I just wanna come clear, I wanna see you again