I was willing to completely die to any form of me that I had been

And you hear it all the time when people say, I've always been this way

Ok if that's working for you keep doing that

Premeditated murderderderdeder, Premeditated murderderderdeder, Premeditated murderderderdeder

I just might kill myself I just might kill myself I put my self through hell I just might kill myself

I just might kill my self

I've been getting wasted, waking up late, feeling uh uh feeling jaded, feeling jaded

I doused myself in my own flames, a bitch is born again

I've stopped making sense, I've stopped making friends, even giving shit away like I'm moving to France

I've stopped making sense, I've stopped making friends, even giving shit away like I'm moving to France

Premeditated murderderderdeder, Premeditated murderderderdeder, Premeditated murderderderdeder

I just might kill myself, I put myself through hell, I just might kill myself

I just might kill myself, I just might kill myself

I changing the channel, get up on that saddle, let my legs dangle

I'm barely breathing right now but I feel so high, high

Call the paramedics, the switch of the channel like psychedelics

I might take a picture cause damn the aesthetics

Feel so relieved, the old me had too many head aches, the old me had too many headaches

Now I don't fuck with no head aches, now I don't fuck with no headaches

I've stopped making sense, I've stopped making friends, even giving shit away like I'm moving to France

I've stopped making sense, I've stopped making friends, even giving shit away like I'm moving to France

Premeditated murderderderdeder, Premeditated murderderderdeder, Premeditated murderderderdeder

I just might kill myself, I put myself through hell, I put myself through hell

I just might kill myself I just might kill myself, I just might kill myself

I put my self through hell, I just might kill myself

I just might kill myself, I just might kill myself

I put myself through hell, I just might kill myself

Premeditated murderderderdeder, Premeditated murderderderdeder, Premeditated murderderderdeder

I've stopped making sense, I've stopped making friends, even giving shit away like I'm moving to France

I've stopped making sense, I've stopped making friends, even giving shit away like I'm moving to France

And you hear it all the time when people say, I've always been this way

Ok if that's working for you keep doing that