Paracusia

Freedom once again evades me

Another failed attempt by a coward's morality

Who are they to say? It's my choice if I live or die

It's my life, all I've ever wanted to do is to live it

But I want to live it too

You speak your mind as if you are forgiven

You are nothing but a fucking parasite

You've brought damnation

Forlorn, terror, existence is God's error

So I decide to return the gift of your life

Hear your words never again

Never again? Never again

Death by water you condemn me to?

Why you fool, I'll fucking drown you too

Do not say I didn't warn you

Your words are not welcome here

Do not say I didn't warn you

Your sounds, they will dissipate as you drown

Breath by breath, the parasite chugs water into my lungs

Breath by breath, the parasite dooms my salvation

Doctors search for a way to save me

Doesn't exist? Doesn't exist? Doesn't exist

Prayers have failed and the priests still fight

But I do not believe you

Why is it you still resist?

Yield unto me, yield unto me

You do strive to deprive my sanity

With this rope, I amend this inanity

In the loneliness of the night, I hear Hell whisper to me

Speaking of tortures to be found, and the Devil

I guess I'll see you soon

There's no hope

Goddamn, this monster that defies me

A peaceful life, I beg serenity

Goddamn, the whisperer defiles me

Silence, I plead for my sanity

"Fuck you," to the doctors that denied me

Respite from the torture that consumes me

Goddamn, you're right, I fucking hate you

Kick the chair, rather rot in Hell than let you live

And in my last breath, I hear it mock me